Move at your own speed.
I can’t seem to keep a consistent pace when it comes to productivity – either I’m on or I’m off. All in, or all out.
When I’m on, shit gets done! Jobs get ticked off, I’m flying.
But, when I’m off, it’s just not happening. And, it’s not like I don’t have things to do. All the drive that got me to this point is gone, and the worst part is I don’t seem to care, not one bit.
Things pile up, deadlines come and go and still I can’t quite get my butt in gear.
What is it I’m waiting for? How can I shake this feeling?
Was my last stint too much? Was the final push a push too far?
Being able to put everything you’ve got into making stuff happen is a great asset, but when it comes at the cost of the next few weeks, I can’t help but ask myself,
Is it worth it? Am I happy?
Just because you’re feeling a little flat right now, doesn’t mean you’re not happy. All you have to do is look over your shoulder at all the things you’ve just achieved.
Flat out and then rest, doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
The trick is not giving yourself a hard time when you rest. Recognising it as down time and saying to yourself ‘look at what you just achieved, enjoy this time now, it’s yours.’
And when you’re ready, have faith in the knowledge you’ll be back in the game in no time, wondering how you ever sat still for so long.